For starters:I am a girl of nineteen and I see myself as
being like every other kid my age.
Friends.
Music.
Partying.
Life-but there is so
much more to me than just that. I am a mass
of walking complexes. I am trivial in a way,
the little things mean so much more to me. I
admire a good intellect, I am a true
nerd at
heart. I have made many
mistakes in the past, and they're many more
to come but I hope that in time and through
new experieces I will prosper. I don't know
what the future holds for me, but I am ready
to face life and truly live it to the
fullest-So few
actually live up to
their full potential and I intend to be one
of them. It's taken me a long time to
realize this, and now that I have I won't
lose this momentum. The hardships that I
have faced were terrible, but I am so
thankful for all of the bullshit I've
endured because it has made me a stronger
person than I ever thought possible.
I
wouldn't be the person I am without
music. The people that I surround myself
with are irreplaceable and I don't know what
I would do without them
♥. I know that
most people don't take the time to read
these kinds of things, but for those of you
who do I thankyou. I want to meet people of
great interest,
so please feel free to talk to me.
I might surprise
you.
Relationships: This is probably the one thing that I
want more then anything else. A
real
relationship. In my personal opinion
(according to some of my past experiences),
most boys that I have come across have been
nothing short of a disappointment. To put it
bluntly, '
I am so damn tired of guys
talking to me with their dicks.' I am
better then that, and I hate the fact that I
have wasted so much time over boys like
that. I always seem to fall for the same
kind of guy. Sceney, generally a musician of
some sort, a real kid that knows how to
party, and an asshole. (Hah, guess I'll
never learn.) See, the physical part is
easy, what really takes effort is building
an emotional connection with another person.
That is what I stride for. I know I am
young, but I am fortunate to say that I have
gotten to experienced what real love and
heartbreak is. It's something that you just
can't put into words no matter how hard you
try.
I am waiting for the
right
boy to come my way, and to whoever it
may be I promise you that I will
give
you the world♥.
Heroes: They
know who they are. To me a hero doesn't
require their picture, and then a long
paragraph telling everyone else why I think
they are special, I have done that many
times over and have come to find that
unpleasing. I consider this aspect to be
forever open and neverending.